Sunday, August 5, 2012

No. 669 – Flicker

Performer: Porcupine Tree
Songwriters: Steven Wilson, Richard Barbieri, Colin Edwin, Gavin Harrison
Original Release: The Incident
Year: 2009
Definitive Version: None

After I found Porcupine Tree online, when I went to make my first purchase, I decided to go with not the album from which I was listening to the music but their most recent—and until further notice, potentially their last—album, this album. I bought it a little more than a year ago and had it in the car while driving to and from yoga class—shades of years ago, when all I had to listen to in the car were CDs.

Going to yoga, however, was something of a more recent vintage. I say was, because I’ve more or less been out of the practice for close to a year for reasons I’ll get into at a later point.

That said, I want to get back into it. For a Valentine’s Day present in 2007, Laurie bought us passes to a series of classes called Intro to Yoga at a studio that she knew of and wanted to check out. I had taken a yoga class exactly once before—in 2001 in L.A. (another story to come). But I liked it and was game to give it another go.

The Intro classes were in the evening, and I really liked the vibe, so Laurie and I started taking regular classes on Saturday or Sunday. The Sunday class was a Level 1, which was more my speed, but Laurie liked the Saturday afternoon class better. It was a Level 1-2, which was a bit more than I could handle at first, but I did the best I could, which is all yoga really is anyway: You do what you can, nothing more. (And it doesn’t hurt the old motivation if the class has a hot babe or two nearby.)

Eventually I came around to Laurie’s way of thinking: I loved the Saturday class. It was held at 4 and went to 5:30 or 5:45 or 6 depending on how the teacher felt, and it set up the rest of the evening. I liked having something to do that was neither too early in the day nor too late. We’d come home, jump in the shower, get dressed and go out afterwards.

But better, I loved the teacher. Paul had a great vibe, a good sense of humor and unlike every other teacher I’ve had, he played no music during class. He was far more into the meditative nature of yoga and listening to one’s self, and he had a great way of speaking while leading us through the class. It was not unlike Bob Ross and the Joy of Painting—you could just listen to him talk all day.

Best of all, while he worked our butts off, he had an excellent flow to his positions, so you never felt like you were straining anything. In time, my movements in his class became more effortless, and I started being able to do a whole lot more.

And before long, it got so that not only was I feeling better in general, but my body also responded in a big way. When Laurie and I started yoga in 2007, I tipped the scales at slightly above a beefy 205, even though I still was hitting the gym twice a week. I’d like to tell you that it was all muscle, which is heavier, but my stomach would tell you a different story. I never had been that heavy before, and I didn’t like it.

Well, two years later, I was down to 180 pounds. (I’m 183, give or take, now.) And I felt stronger than ever before, particularly in my upper body, and my balance became really good. I now can hold my breath for nearly a minute when 20 years ago, 25 seconds would have been a struggle.

But seemingly like all good things, this came to an end. In the fall of 2010, Paul stopped teaching the Saturday class and a few months later left the studio altogether. (I took a Tuesday morning class with him when I took a few days off in December 2010.) He’s teaching at a different studio that’s even closer to where Laurie and I live, which is good, but he’s still teaching only in the morning, which is not.

So Laurie and I have been on a so-far fruitless search for a new teacher since. I still practice occasionally on my own at home, but I need the routine and proper motivation to keep me inspired. Something will pop up; we just need to keep looking.

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