Tuesday, September 17, 2013

No. 261 – World Wide Suicide

Performer: Pearl Jam
Songwriter: Eddie Vedder
Original Release: Pearl Jam
Year: 2006
Definitive Version: None.

My seven-month task in finding a job ended April 2006. Now came the hard part—doing the job. Like the man said, I knew the job was dangerous when I took it, but I didn’t really know how much until I started. As I mentioned, the six weeks that lead up to seeing Pearl Jam at the United Center in May 2006 were a blur, but at least I had new Pearl Jam music to help me through part of it.

I started on a Friday, and it felt good to be going to work instead of going to find work. I was apprehensive about everything I’d have dropped in my lap. I was even more apprehensive about the commute. I drove that first day, and it took me just that one day to realize that if I had to drive the Edens every day, it was going to drive me crazy. I had to get a Metra train schedule ASAP.

My workday started at 8 a.m. with my new boss, the editor of the magazine, throwing me off the cliff and telling me to sink or swim. At least, that’s how it felt.

We began with a three-hour meeting that included explaining magazine editorial policy, standards, etc. and then handing over the files of the first four projects I was to oversee, for the upcoming July/August issue. Gulp!

Two of the projects were far along. Freelance authors, who write most of our articles, had been assigned, and the first draft of their articles was due in the next week or so. My role here was to immerse myself in the subject matter to prepare for editing those articles.

The two other projects, however, barely had gotten off the ground. Authors had to be assigned for those projects. I’d never been in a position to identify and hire … anyone. How exactly does one go about this? Fortunately, the editor had one person more or less lined up for one of the projects. All I had to do was hire him. For the other project, he had a list of potential candidates and had talked to a couple. I had to do the rest. The print deadline was six weeks away. Double gulp!

Oh, and now here’s two more folders of projects for September/October. Sometime in the next week or two, further story assignments would be doled out. I’d have three more, all starting from scratch. Yikes!!

Finally, I got to meet the rest of the small staff. At the time, the magazine employed only six people, including the publisher, who owned it. I was No. 7.

It wasn’t until after noon when I finally stepped into my new office and sat behind my new desk. I loved that I had an actual office (my first since my Harbor Country News days 18 years before) with an actual view (a first, period). But my first thought was that I was in way over my head. I successfully talked my way into getting the job; now … hokey schmokles! I’d never felt so overwhelmed.

Well, there’s only one thing to do when you feel that way—besides running screaming out of the office, of course—just start working. For me the first order of business was simple: Figure out my computer.

I kid you not. I was handed a Dell Windows computer. I’m a Mac guy, always have been. Before I began my freelance stint with AM News in January, I’d never worked on a Windows computer. (My old Zenith was strictly MS-DOS.) Fortunately, I had that brief experience at AM News. Besides, I’m a Mac guy. Windows copied Mac enough that it can’t be that difficult to figure out on my own.

Buoyed by that realization, it didn’t take me long to get my computer in working order. Now it was on to the projects themselves.

I read everything in the files and called each of the authors who had been hired to introduce myself and quickly hired the third. Then I placed calls to a couple of candidates for the fourth project to get the wheels turning on that one.

Then I started to look at the September/October files. Deadlines for those were only a few weeks after July/August closed. I gotta start looking for authors …

Before long, the workday was over, but I was just getting started. Over the next six weeks, that first day, in which lunch was spent on the phone setting up an interview for a remaining freelance assignment, would be the only day I left the office on time.

I’ve been busy up to my eyeballs in deadlines and assignments. I worked till 11, taking the last train of the day—the first time was that May—but I never felt as overwhelmed as I did that first day. As I said to Laurie in the first email I ever sent from my new account: I’m here … AND I’M SWIMMING AS HARD AS I CAN!!!

But, slowly, surely, I started to swim less hard, and before long, I made it to shore.

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